it is proximity

that hurts the
most.
to catch a
falling thing
only
to drop
it
again.
it did not
deserve
to be
caught
if
it was going
to break
itself
one way
or
another.

no.

you
did not
deserve to
hold it if
you
could not
hold
it well
enough.

i tried.

virtual death has no feeling

yesterday i deleted
my facebook profile and
didn't
Really feel
anything.

that's how much
i needed
it
all along.

that's how
well
my life
is
right now.

choosing

working many
stressing and ted
ious hours

soreness

in my back
grounded
to that
which is
all

i want to save
it

out of reach
is every neck i
want to
squeeze into
submission

every hand
i want to make
pick up
its
mess

every
apology yet
to be heard
is nothing
compared to
all

the
thoughts
we need

to
think together

would be a
grand thing

Afasau

afasaur today
iWood naght wave
i wude knot seh
a thing.

afasaur tday
id leave
yf i could
rather than
hav e
motions
to ree
mimbehr
&
feel
silly
all
again.

urthefool
for not
fixing your
self.

iMtha
fool
for
not seeing
You
soon
er.

really.

i'm fine.